Jack of All The Trades, Faux or True?

Bakekok, seneng gak gue ngepost lagi? Semoga ya.
Oke, karena kemaren gue sudah berbicara panjang lebar tentang keadaan hidup gue, saatnya serius dikit.

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Menurut lo masuk asal gak kalo anak gaul bisa ranking satu?
wah, bagus dong stell. kalo gitu juga gue mau, kata lo.
Tapi gue gak mau.

Berawal dari anak unggulan di sekolah gue yang ranking satu. (well, mungkin ada yang tau, tapi enggak bermaksud ngejelekin kok)
Dia anak gaul, anak eksis. Yang (gue rasa) menomor duakan sekolahnya.

Dear Future,

Belakangan ini gue mencemaskan masa depan gue, hehehe.
Targetnya adalah: gue harus settle sebelum umur 20.
Yaa, pokoknya gue harus bisa punya penghasilan dan 'berdiri sendiri' lah sebelum gue umur 20.

*sebelum baca lebih lanjut, ini bukan postingan iseng. cuman pengen ngeyakinin diri gue sendiri aja kok.
yah, semoga yang baca dapet hikmahnya deh hehe*

Dear future,
How's me there? Am I okay? Am I settle? Am I living a happy life?

Jadi Planet, Jadi Bintang, Jadi Apa?

I recently love swingy song, whether is happy one or sad one.
Taylor Swift's also Mandy Moore's Only Hope is one of them.
And I'm trying to enjoy my life.

Tau bedanya bintang sama planet?
Bintang itu bisa memancarkan sinarnya sendiri, sedangkan planet itu memantulkan sinar dari bintang.

Jadi sebenernya kalo kita liat bulan bersinar, bulan itu sebenernya gak bersinar. Karena bulan itu planet, matahari itu bintang.
Bulan cuma memantulkan sinarnya matahari aja.

When I Grow Up

Somehow I made this just for encourage myself. This is a good stuff to do in your spare time.

Because dream is the only things that will make us smile in the morning and said: "Hi, world! I'm ready for anything!"

And close your eyes for five minutes, thinking about something you will exactly like is the perfect thing to make yourself chilled up.

We're talking about daydream, people. And I will share some to you. Maybe you can call this as a boast, but this isn't. But really, you have to try this. This is better than crying all night.

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Hi, I'm Stella. And I have a fabulous child <-- oke, gue rasa ini ketuaan. Kita ulang.

I don't really care about those lovebird, and all pain I feel just now. I think I should be passion and everythings gonna be great.

I don't really care about boys who rejected me if I ended up with boy I really want to be with.
I don't really care about thing that's hurt me. At least if I ended up happy.

And everything just go out of my mind whenever I'm trying to write something. And this blog now sounds like another blog. I will come back later, sorry for those who tired to see me on off like this. Maybe I do really need some refreshing (hey holiday is still fresh on mind - you said).

I will back soon, I promise.
And just as long as that period, please be happy.
Stella.

blablabla #10: azure vs cyan

Ououo.
Pada suatu siang gue tiba-tiba pengen ngebuka facebook-nya dany. Sama asha, di suatu siang yang sangat terik sekali.

Terus pas gue liat statusnya eh udah in a relationship.
See? I'm the one left to this. He continue his life, smoothly.

And I want to cry, but not at all.
Hahaha, ya udahlah, mungkin emang udah nasib gue begini ~

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Gue sepertinya jadi beli hosting.
Dan gue bikin blog baru lagi di http://stellazure.wordpress.com/
Sebenernya gue mau bikin tumblr, tapi entah kenapa gue jadi gak napsu, habisnya banyak banget yang 'cuma' ngepost foto foto foto reblog blablabla. tapi gak tau deh.

Mau tau kaya apa warna azure itu?

Sebenernya... itu warna biru juga.
Cyan kaya gini:

Dan again, gue males ngepost.
Karena... karena ada adek gue di sebelah gue.

Mungkin nanti ya teman,
Be happy.

P.S.: hmm no P.S. for today, because the headline described everything: i'm hurted :)